第 15 部分阅读

“whatdoyouwanttoknow？”

“i’vereadthroughthefirstbinder,aboutthedisappearanceandthesearches,buttherearesoanyvangersentionedthatineedyourhelpidentifyingtheall.”

fornearlyteninutessalanderstoodintheeptyhallwithhereyesfixedonthebrassplaquethatsaid“advokatn.e.bjuran”beforesherangthebell.thelockontheentrydoorclicked.

itwastuesday.itwastheirsecondeeting,andshehadabadfeelingaboutit.

shewasnotafraidofbjuran—salanderwasrarelyafraidofanyoneoranything.ontheotherhand,shefeltunfortablewiththisnewguardian.hispredecessor,advokatholgerpalgren,hadbeenofanentirelydifferentilk:courteousandkind.butthreeonthsagopalgrenhadhadastroke,andnilserikbjuranhadinheritedherinaordancewithsoebureaucraticpeckingorder.

inthetwelveyearsthatsalanderhadbeenundersocialandpsychiatricguardianship,twoofthoseyearsinachildren’sclinic,shehadneveroncegiventhesaeanswertothesiplequestion:“so,howareyoutoday？”

whensheturnedthirteen,thecourthaddecided,underlawsgoverningtheguardianshipofinors,thatsheshouldbeentrustedtothelockedwardatst.stefan’spsychiatrilinicforchildreninuppsala.thedecisionwaspriarilybasedonthefactthatshewasdeeedtobeeotionallydisturbedanddangerouslyviolenttowardsherclassatesandpossiblytowardsherself.

allatteptsbyateacheroranyauthorityfiguretoinitiateaconversationwiththegirlaboutherfeelings,eotionallife,orthestateofherhealthwereet,totheirgreatfrustration,withasullensilenceandagreatdealofintensestaringatthefloor,ceiling,andwalls.shewouldfoldherarsandrefus. comarticipateinanypsychologicaltests.herresistancetoallatteptstoeasure,weigh,chart,analyse,oreducateherappliedalsotoherschoolwork—theauthoritiescouldhavehercarriedtoaclassrooandcouldchainhertothebench,buttheycouldnot. comherfroclosingherearsandrefusingtoliftapentowriteanything.shepletedthenineyearsofpulsoryschoolingwithoutacertificate.

thishadconsequentlybeeassociatedwiththegreatdifficultyofevendiagnosingherentaldeficiencies.inshort,lisbethsalanderwasanythingbuteasytohandle.

bythetieshewasthirteen,itwasalsodecidedthatatrusteeshouldbeassignedtotakecareofherinterestsandassetsuntilshecaeofage.thistrusteewasadvokatpalgrenwho,inspiteofaratherdifficultstart,hadsueededwherepsychiatristsanddoctorshadfailed.graduallyhewonnotonlyacertainaountoftrustbutalsoaodestaountofwarthfrothegirl.

whensheturnedfifteen,thedoctorshadoreorlessagreedthatshewasnot,afterall,dangerouslyviolent,nordidsherepresentanyiediatedangertoherself.herfailyhadbeencategorisedasdysfunctional,andshehadnorelativeswhocouldlookafterherwelfare,soitwasdecidedthatlisbethsalandershouldbereleasedfrothepsychiatrilinicforchildreninuppsalaandeasedbackintosocietybywayofafosterfaily.

thathadnotbeenaneasyjourney.sheranawayfrothefirstfosterfailyafteronlytwoweeks.thesecondandthirdfosterfailiesfellbythewaysideinquicksuession.atthatpointpalgrenhadaseriousdiscussionwithher,explainingbluntlythatifshepersistedonthispathshewouldbeinstitutionalisedagain.thisthreathadtheeffectthatsheaeptedfosterfailynuberfour—anelderlycouplewholivedinmidsoarkransen.

butitdidnotean,however,thatshebehavedherself.attheageofseventeen,salanderwasarrestedbythepoliceonfouroasions；twiceshewassointoxicatedthatsheendedupintheeergencyroo,andonceshewasplainlyundertheinfluenceofnarcotics.ononeoftheseoasionsshewasfounddeaddrunk,withherclothesindisarray,inthebackseatofacarparkedats？derm？larstrand.shewaswithanequallydrunkanducholderan.

thelastarrestourredthreeweeksbeforehereighteenthbirthday,whenshe,perfectlysober,kickedaalepassengerintheheadinsidethegatesofthegalastantunnelbanastation.shewaschargedwithassaultandbattery.salanderclaiedthattheanhadgropedher,andhertestionywassupportedbywitnesses.theprosecutordisissedthecase.butherbackgroundwassuchthatthedistrictcourtorderedapsychiatricevaluation.sincesherefused,aswashercusto,toansweranyquestionso. comarticipateintheexainations,thedoctorsconsultedbythenationalboardofhealthandwelfarehandeddownanopinionbasedon“observationsofthepatient.”itwasunclearpreciselywhatcouldbeobservedwhenitwasaatterofasilentyoungwoansittingonachairwithherarsfoldedandherlowerlipstuckout.theonlydeterinationadewasthatsheustsufferfrosoekindofeotionaldisturbance,whosenaturewasofthesortthatcouldnotbeleftuntreated.theedical/legalreportreendedcareinaclosedpsychiatricinstitution.anassistantheadofthesocialwelfareboardwroteanopinioninsupportoftheconclusionsofthepsychiatricexperts.

withregardtoherpersonalrecord,theopinionconcludedthattherewasgraveriskofalcoholanddrugabuse,andthatshelackedself-awareness.bythenhercasewasfilledwithterssuchasintroverted,sociallyinhibited,lackinginepathy,ego-fixated,psychopathicandasocialbehaviour,difficultyincooperating,andincapableofassiilatinglearning.anyonewhoreadhercaseightbeteptedtoconcludethatsalanderwasseriouslyretarded.anotherarkagainstherwasthatthesocialservicesstreetpatrolhadonseveraloasionsobservedher“withvariousen”intheareaaroundmariatet.shewasonce. compedandfriskedintantolunden,againwithaucholderan.itwasfearedthatsalanderwaspossiblyoperatingas,orrantheriskofbeing,aprostitute.

whenthedistrictcourt—theinstitutionthatwoulddeterineherfuture—ettodecideontheatter,theouteseeedaforegoneconclusion.shewasobviouslyaproblechild,anditwasunlikelythatthecourtwouldetoanydecisionotherthantoaeptthereendationsofboththepsychiatricandthesocialinquiries.

ontheorningthecourthearingwastotakeplace,salanderwasbroughtfrothepsychiatrilinicforchildrenwhereshehadbeenconfinedsincetheincidentingalastan.shefeltlikeaprisonerfroaconcentrationcap:shehadnohopeofsurvivingtheday.thefirstpersonshesawinthecourtroowaspalgren,andittookawhileforhertorealisethathewasnotthereintheroleofatrusteebutratherasherlegalrepresentative.

tohersurprise,hewasfirlyinhercorner,andheadeapowerfulappealagainstinstitutionalisation.shedidnotbetraywithsouchasaraisedeyebrowthatshewassurprised,butshelistenedintentlytoeverywordthatwassaid.palgrenwasbrilliantduringthetwohoursinwhichhecross-exainedthephysician,adr.jesperh.l？deran,whohadsignedhisnaetothereendationthatsalanderbelockedawayinaninstitution.everydetailoftheopinionwasscrutinised,andthedoctorwasrequiredtoexplainthescientificbasisforeachstateent.eventuallyitbecaeclearthatsincethepatienthadrefuse. comleteasingletest,thebasisforthedoctor’sconclusionswasinfactnothingorethanguesswork.

attheendofthehearing,palgrenintiatedthatpulsoryinstitutionalisationwasinallprobabilitynotonlycontrarytoparliaent’sdecisionsinsiilarsituations,butinthisparticularcaseitightinadditionbethesubjectofpoliticalandediareprisals.soitwasineveryone’sinteresttofindanappropriatealternativesolution.suchlanguagewasunusualfornegotiationsinthistypeofsituation,andtheebersofthecourthadsquirednervously.

thesolutionwasalsoaproise.thecourtconcludedthatlisbethsalanderwasindeedeotionallydisturbed,butthatherconditiondidnotnecessarilywarrantinternent.ontheotherhand,thesocialwelfaredirector’sreendationofguardianshipwastakenunderconsideration.thechairanofthecourtturned,withavenooussile,toholgerpalgren,whoupuntilthenhadbeenhertrustee,andinquiredwhetherheightbewillingtotakeontheguardianship.thechairanobviouslythoughtthatpalgrenwouldbackawayandtr. comushtheresponsibilityontosoeoneelse.onthecontrary,palgrendeclaredthathewouldbehappytotakeonthejobofservingasfr？kensalander’sguardian—butononecondition:“thatfr？kensalanderustbewillingtotrusteandaepteasherguardian.”

heturnedtofaceher.lisbethsalanderwassoewhatbewilderedbytheexchangethathadgonebackandforthoverherheadallday.untilnowno-onehadaskedforheropinion.shelookedatholgerpalgrenforalongtieandthennoddedonce.

palgrenwasapeculiarixtureofjuristandsocialworker,oftheoldschool.atfirsthehadbeenapoliticallyappointedeberofthesocialwelfareboard,andhehadspentnearlyallhislifedealingwithprobleyouths.areluctantsenseofrespect,alostborderingonfriendship,hadintieforedbetweenpalgrenandhisward,whowasunquestionablytheostdifficulthehadeverhadtodealwith.

theirrelationshiphadlastedelevenyears,froherthirteenthbirthdayuntilthepreviousyear,whenafeeeksbeforechristasshehadgooseepalgrenathoeafterheissedoneoftheirscheduledonthlyeetings.

whenhedidn. comenthedooreventhoughshecouldhearsoundsingfrohisapartent,shebrokeinbyclibingupadrainpipetothebalconyonthefourthfloor.shefoundhilyingonthefloorinthehall,consciousbutunabletospeakorove.shecalledforanabulanceandacpaniedhitos？derhospitalwithagrowingfeelingofpanicinherstoach.forthreedaysshehardlyleftthecorridoroutsidetheintensivecareunit.likeafaithfulwatchdog,shekeptaneyeoneverydoctorandnursewhowentinoroutofthedoor.shewanderedupanddownthecorridorlikealostsoul,fixinghereyesoneverydoctorwhocaenear.finallyadoctorwhosenaesheneverdiscoveredtookherintoarootoexplainthegravityofthesituation.herrpalgrenwasincriticalconditionfollowingaseverecerebralhaeorrhage.hewasnotexpectedtoregainconsciousness.hewasonlysixty-fouryearsold.sheneitherweptnorchangedherexpression.shestoodup,leftthehospital,anddidnotreturn.

fiveweekslatertheguardianshipagencysuonedsalandertothefirsteetingwithhernewguardian.herinitialipulsewastoignorethesuons,butpalgrenhadiprintedinherconsciousnessthateveryactionhasitsconsequences.shehadlearnedtoanalysetheconsequencesandsoshehadetotheconclusionthattheeasiestwayoutofthispresentdileawastosatisfytheguardianshipagencybybehavingasifshecaredaboutwhattheyhadtosay.

thus,indeceber—takingabreakfroherresearchonmikaelblokvist—shearrivedatbjuran’sofficeonst.eriksplan,whereanelderlywoanrepresentingtheboardhadhandedoversalander’sextensivefiletoadvokatbjuran.thewoanhadkindlyaskedsalanderhowthingsweregoing,andsheseeedsatisfiedwiththestifledsilenceshereceivedinreply.afterabouthalfanhoursheleftsalanderinthecareofadvokatbjuran.

salanderdecidedthatshedidnotlikeadvokatbjuran.shestudiedhifurtivelyashereadthroughhercase.age:overfifty.tribody.tennisontuesdaysandfridays.blond.thinninghair.aslightcleftinhischin.hugobossaftershave.bluesuit.redtiewithagoldtiepinandostentatiouscufflinkswiththeinitialsneb.steel-riedglasses.greyeyes.tojudgebytheagazinesonthesidetable,hisinterestswerehuntingandshooting.

duringtheyearsshehadknownpalgren,hehadalwaysofferedhercoffeeandchattedwithher.notevenherworstescapesfrofosterhoesorherregulartruancyfroschoolhadeverruffledhisposure.theonlytiepalgrenhadbeenreallyupsetwaswhenshehadbeenchargedwithassaultandbatteryafterthatscubaghadgropedheringalastan.doyouunderstandwhatyou’vedone？youhaveharedanotherhuanbeing,lisbeth.hehadsoundedlikeanoldteacher,andshehadpatientlyignoredeverywordofhisscolding.

bjurandidnothavetieforsalltalk.hehadiediatelyconcludedthattherewasadiscrepancybetweenpalgren’sobligations,aordingtotheregulationsofguardianship,andthefactthathehadapparentlyallowedthesalandergirltotakechargeofherownhouseholdandfinances.bjuranstartedinonasortofinterrogation:howuchdoyouearn？iwantacopyofyourfinancialrecords.whodoyouspendtiewith？doyoupayyourrentontie？doyoudrink？didpalgrenapproveofthoseringsyouhaveonyourface？areyoucarefulabouthygiene？

fuckyou.

palgrenhadbeehertrusteerightafteralltheevilhadhappened.hehadinsistedoneetingswithheratleastonceaonth,soetiesoreoften.aftersheovedbacktolundagatan,theywerealsopracticallyneighbours.helivedonhornsgatan,acoupleofblocksaway,andtheywouldrunintoeachotherandgoforcoffeeatgiffy’sorsoeothercafénearby.palgrenhadnevertriedtoipose,butafewtieshehadvisitedher,bringingsoelittlegiftforherbirthday.shehadastandinginvitationtovisithiwheneversheliked,aprivilegethatsheseldotookadvantageof.butwhensheovedtos？der,shehadstartedspendingchristasevewithhiaftershewenttoseeherother.theywouldeatchristashaandplaychess.shehadnorealinterestinthegae,butaftershelearnedtherules,sheneverlostaatch.hewasawidower,andsalanderhadseenitasherdutytotakepityonhionthoselonelyholidays.

sheconsideredherselfinhisdebt,andshealwayspaidherdebts.

itwaspalgrenwhohadsubletherother’sapartentonlundagatanforheruntilsalanderneededherownplacetolive.theapartentwasabout500squarefeet,shabbyandunrenovated,butatleastitwasaroofoverherhead.

nowpalgrenwasgone,andanothertietoestablishedsocietyhadbeensevered.nilsbjuranwasawhollydifferentsortofperson.nowayshewouldbespendingchristaseveathishouse.hisfirstovehadbee. comutinplacenewrulesontheanageentofheraountathandelsbanken.palgrenhadneverhadanyproblesaboutbendingtheconditionsofhisguardianshipsoastoallowhertotakecareofherownfinances.shepaidherbillsandcouldusehersavingsasshesawfit.

priortotheeetingwithbjurantheweekbeforechristasshehadpreparedherself；oncethere,shehadtriedtoexplainthathispredecessorhadtrustedherandhadneverbeengivenoasiontodootherwise.palgrenhadlethertakecareofherownaffairsandnotinterferedinherlife.

“that’soneoftheprobles,”bjuransaid,tappinghercase.hethenadealongspeechabouttherulesandgovernentregulationsonguardianship.

“heletyourunfree,isthatit？iwonderhowhegotawaywithit.”

becausehewasacrazysocialdeocratwhohadworkedwithtroubledkidsallhislife.

“i’notachildanyore,”salandersaid,asifthatwereexplanationenough.

“no,you’renotachild.buti’vebeenappointedyourguardian,andaslongasihavethatrole,ialegallyandfinanciallyresponsibleforyou.”

heopenedanewaountinhernae,andshewassupposedtoreportittomilton’spersonnelofficeanduseitfronowon.thegoodolddayswereover.infuturebjuranwouldpayherbills,andshewouldbegivenanallowanceeachonth.hetoldherthatheexpectedhe. comrovidereceiptsforallherexpenses.shewouldreceive1,400kronoraweek—“forfood,clothing,filtickets,andsuchlike.”

salanderearnedorethan160,000kronorayear.shecoulddoublethatbyworkingfull-tieandaeptingalltheassignentsaranskyofferedher.butshehadfewexpensesanddidnotneeduchoney.thecostofherapartentwasabout2,000kronoraonth,andinspiteofherodestine,shehad90,000kronorinhersavingsaount.butshenolongerhadaesstoit.

“thishastodowiththefactthati’responsibleforyouroney,”hesaid.“youhav. comutoneyasideforthefuture.butdon’tworry；i’lltakecareofallthat.”

i’vetakencareofyselfsinceiwasten,youcreep！

“youfunctionwellenoughinsocialtersthatyoudon’tneedtobeinstitutionalised,butthissocietyisresponsibleforyou.”

hequestionedhercloselyaboutwhatkindofworkassignentsshewasgivenatmiltonsecurity.shehadinstinctivelyliedaboutherduties.theanswershegavehiwasadescriptionofherveryfirstweeksatmilton.bjurangottheipressionthatsheadecoffeeandsortedthepost—suitableenoughtasksforsoeonewhowasalittleslow—andseeedsatisfied.

shedidnotknohyshehadlied,butshewassureitwasawisedecision.

blokvisthadspentfivehourswithvanger,andittookuchofthenightandalloftuesdaytotypeuphisnotesandpiecetogetherthegenealogyintoaprehensiblewhole.thefailyhistorythateergedwasadraaticallydifferentversionfrotheonepresentedastheofficialiageofthefaily.everyfailyhadafewskeletonsintheircupboards,butthevangerfailyhadanentiregalliaufryofthe.

blokvisthadhadtoreindhiselfseveraltiesthathisrealassignentwasnottowriteabiographyofthevangerfailybuttofindoutwhathadhappenedtoharrietvanger.thevangerbiographywouldbenoorethanplayingtothegallery.afterayearhewouldreceivehispreposteroussalary—thecontractdrawnupbyfrodehadbeensigned.histruereward,heho