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thegirlwho,twoyearsearlier,wasalivelyteenagerhadbeguntodistanceherselffroeveryonearoundher.inschoolshestillspenttiewithherfriends,butnowshebehavedinan“ipersonal”anner,asoneofherfriendsdescribedit.thiswordwasunusualenoughformorelltohaveadeanoteofitandthenaskorequestions.theexplanationhegotwasthatharriethad. compedtalkingaboutherself,. compedgossiping,and. compedconfidinginherfriends.

harrietvangerhadbeenachristian,inachild’ssenseoftheword—attendingsundayschool,sayingeveningprayers,andbeingconfired.inherlastyearsheseeedtohavebeeyetorereligious.shereadthebibleandwentregularlytochurch.butshehadnotturnedtohedebyisland’spastor,ottofalk,whowasafriendofthevangerfaily.instead,duringthespringshehadsoughtoutapentecostalcongregationinhedestad.yetherinvolveentinthepentecostalchurchdidnotlastlong.afteronlytwoonthssheleftthecongregationandinsteadbeganreadingsaboutthecatholicfaith.

thereligiousinfatuationofateenager？perhaps,butno-oneelseinthevangerfailyhadeverbeennoticeablyreligious,anditwasdifficulttodiscernwhatipulsesayhaveguidedher.oneexplanationforherinterestingodcould,ofcourse,havebeenthatherfatherhaddrownedthepreviousyear.morellcaetotheconclusionthatsoethinghadhappenedinharriet’slifethatwastroublingheroraffectingher.morell,likevanger,haddevotedagreatdealoftietotalkingtoharriet’sfriends,tryingtofindsoeoneinwhosheighthaveconfided.

soeeasureofhopewaspinnedonanitavanger,twoyearsolderthanharrietandthedaughterofharald.shehadspentthesuerof1966onhedebyislandandtheywerethoughttobeclosefriends.butanitahadnosolidrationtooffer.theyhadhungouttogetherthatsuer,swiing,takingwalks,talkingaboutovies,popbands,ands.harriethadsoetiesgonewithanitawhenshetookdrivinglessons.oncetheyhadgothappilydrunkonabottleofwiheystolefrothehouse.forseveralweeksthetwoofthehadalsostayedatgottfried’scabinontheverytipoftheisland.

thequestionsaboutharriet’sprivatethoughtsandfeelingsreainedunanswered.butblokvistdidakeanoteofadiscrepancyinthereport:therationaboutherununicativefraeofindcaechieflyfroherclassates,andtoacertainextentfrothefaily.anitavangerhadnotthoughtofherasbeingintrovertedatall.headeanotetodiscussthisatterwithvangeratsoepoint.

aoreconcretequestion,towhichmorellhaddevoteduchoreattention,wasasurprisingpageinharriet’sdate,abeautifulboundshehadbeengivenasachristaspresenttheyearbeforeshedisappeared.thefirsthalfofthedatewasaday-by-daycalendarinwhichharriethadlistedeetings,thedatesofexasatschool,herhoework,andsoon.thedatealsohadalargesectionforadiary,butharrietusedthediaryonlysporadically.shebeganabitiouslyenoughinjanuarywithanybriefentriesaboutpeopleshehadetoverthechristasholidaysandseveralaboutfilsshehadseen.afterthatshewrotenothingpersonaluntiltheendoftheschoolyearwhensheapparently—dependingonhowtheentrieswereinterpreted—becaeinterestedfroadistanceinsoenever-naedboy.

thepagesthatlistedtelephonenubersweretheonesthatheldtherealystery.neatly,inalphabeticalorder,werethenaesandnubersoffailyebers,classates,certainteachers,severalebersofthepentecostalcongregation,andothereasilyidentifiableindividualsinhercircleofacquaintances.ontheverylastpageoftheaddress,whichwasblankandnotreallypartofthealphabeticalsection,therewerefivenaesandtelephonenubers.threefealenaesandtwosetsofinitials:

magda—32016

sara—32109

r.j.—30112

r.l.—32027

mari—32018

thetelephonenubersthatbeganwith32werehedestadnubersinthesixties.theonebeginningwith30wasanorrbynnuber,notfarfrohedestad.theproblewasthatwhenmorellcontactedeveryoneofharriet’sfriendsandacquaintances,no-onehadanyideawhosenuberstheywere.

thefirstnuberbelongingto“magda”initiallyseeedproising.itledtoahaberdasheryatparkgatan12.thetelephonewasinthenaeofonemargotlundark,whoseother’snaewasactuallymagda；shesoetieshelpedoutinthestore.butmagdawassixty-nineyearsoldandhadnoideawhoharrietvangerwas.norwasthereanyevidencethatharriethadevervisitedtheshoporboughtanythingthere.shewasn’tinterestedinsewing.

thesecondnuberfor“sara”belongedtoafailybythenaeoftoresson,wholivedinv？ststan,ontheothersideofthetracks.thefailyincludedandersandmonicaandtheirchildren,jonasandpeter,whoatthetiewerepre-schoolage.therewasnosarainthefaily,nordidtheyknowofharrietvanger,otherthanthatshehadbeenreportedintheediaasissing.theonlyvagueconnectionbetweenharrietandthetoressonfailywasthatanders,whowasaroofer,hadseveralweeksearlierputatiledroofontheschoolwhichharrietattended.sotheoreticallytherewasachancethattheyhadet,althoughitightbeconsideredextreelyunlikely.

thereainingthreenubersledtosiilardeadends.thenuber32027for“r.l.”hadactuallybelongedtoonerosarielarsson.unfortunately,shehaddiedseveralyearsearlier.

inspectormorellconcentratedagreatdealofhisattentionduringthewinterof1966–67ontryingtoexplainwhyharriethadwrittendownthesenaesandnubers.

onepossibilitywasthatthetelephonenuberswerewritteninsoepersonalcode—somorelltriedtoguesshowateenagegirlwouldthink.sincethethirty-twoseriesobviouslypointedtohedestad,hesetaboutrearrangingthereainingthreedigits.neither32601or32160ledtoamagda.asmorellcontinuedhisnuerology,herealisedthatifheplayedaroundwithenoughofthenubers,soonerorlaterhewouldfindsoelinktoharriet.forexaple,ifheaddedooeachofthethreereainingdigitsin32016,hegot32127—whichwasthenubertofrode’sofficeinhedestad.butonelinklikethateantnothing.besides,heneverdiscoveredacodethatadesenseofallfiveofthenubers.

morellbroadenedhisinquiry.couldthedigitsean,forexaple,carnuberplates,whichinthesixtiescontainedthetwo-lettercountyregistrationcodeandfivedigits？anotherdeadend.

theinspectorthenconcentratedonthenaes.heobtainedalistofeveryoneinhedestadnaedmari,magda,orsaraorwhohadtheinitialsr.l.orr.j.hehadalistof307people.aongthese,29actuallyhadsoeconnectiontoharriet.forinstance,aboyfroherclasswasnaedrolandjacobsson—r.j.theyscarcelykneweachotherandhadhadnocontactsinceharrietstartedpreparatoryschool.andtherewasnolinktothetelephonenuber.

theysteryofthenubersinthedatereainedunsolved.

herfourthencounterwithadvokatbjuranwasnotoneoftheirscheduledeetings.shewasforcedtoakecontactwithhi.

inthesecondweekoffebruarysalander’sla. comfellvictitoanaidentthatwassouncalledforthatshefeltanurgentdesiretokillsoeone.shehadriddenherbiketoaeetingatmiltonsecurityandparkeditbehindapillarinthegarage.asshesetherrucksackonthegroun. comutonthebikelock,adarkredsaabbeganreversingout.shehadherbackturnedbutheardthecrackingsoundfroherrucksack.thedriverdidn’tnoticeathingand,unwitting,droveoffuptheexitrap.

therucksackcontainedherwhiteapplei600with5-gigharddriveand420egsofram,anufacturedinjanuary2002andequippedwith4-inchscreen.atthetiesheboughtit,itwasapple’sstate-of-the-artla. com.salander’sputerswereupgradedwiththeverylatestandsoetiesostexpensiveconfigurations—puterequipentwastheonlyextravagantentryonherlistofexpenses.

whensheopenedtherucksack,shecouldseethatthelidofherputerwascracked.shepluggedinthepoweradapterandtriedtobootuptheputer；notevenadeathrattle.shetookitovertotiy’smacjesusshoponbr？nnkyrkagatan,hopingthatatleastsoethingontheharddrivecouldbesaved.afterfiddlingwithitforashorttie,tiyshookhishead.

“sorry.nohope,”hesaid.“you’llhavetoarrangeanicefuneral.”

thelossofherputerwasdepressingbutnotdisastrous.salanderhadhadanexcellentrelationshipwithitduringtheyearshehadownedit.shehadbackedupallherdocuents,andshehadanolderdes. commacg3athoe,aswellasafive-year-oldtoshibapcla. comthatshecoulduse.butsheneededafast,odernachine.

unsurprisinglyshesethersightsonthebestavailablealternative:thenewapplepowerg4/1.0ghzinanaluiniucasewithapowerpc7451processorwithanaltivecvelocityengine,960mbramanda60gbharddrive.ithadbluetoothandbuilt-incdanddvdburners.

bestofall,ithadthefirst17-inchscreeninthela. comworldwithnvidiagraphicsandaresolutionof1440x900pixels,whichshookthepcadvocatesandoutrankedeverythingelseonthearket.

intersofhardware,itwastherolls-royceofportableputers,butwhatreallytriggeredsalander’sneedtohaveitwasthesiplefeaturethatthekeyboardwasequippedwithbacklighting,sothatshecouldseethelettersevenifitwaspitchdark.sosiple.whyhadno-ohoughtofthatbefore？

itwasloveatfirstsight.

itcost38,000kronor,plustax.

thatwastheproble.

ewhatay,sheputinherorderatmacjesus.sheboughtallherputeraessoriesthere,sotheygaveherareasonablediscount.shetalliedupherexpenses.theinsuranceonherruinedputerwouldcoveragoodpartoftheprice,butwiththewarrantyandthehigherpriceofhernewacquisition,shewasstill18,000kronorshort.shehad10,000kronorhiddeninacoffeetinathoebutthatwasall.shesentevilthoughtstoherrbjuran,butthenshebitthebulletandcalledherguardiantoexplainthatsheneededoneyforanunexpectedexpense.bjuran’ssecretarysaidthathehadnotietoseeherthatday.salanderrepliedthatitwouldtaketheantwentysecondstowriteoutachequefor10,000kronor.shewastoldtobeathisofficeat7:30thatevening.

blokvistighthavenoexperienceofevaluatingcriinalinvestigations,buthereckonedthatinspectormorellhadbeenexceptionallyconscientious.whenblokvisthadfinishedwiththepoliceinvestigation,morellstillkeptturningupasaplayerinvanger’sownnotes.theyhadbeefriends,andblokvistwonderedwhethermorellhadbeenasobsessedasthecaptainofindustrybecae.

itwasunlikely,inhisview,thatmorellhadissedanything.thesolutiontotheysterywasnotgoingtobefoundinthepolicerecords.everyiaginablequestionhadbeenasked,andallleadsfollowedup,evensoethatseeedabsurdlyfar-fetched.hehadnotreadeverywordofthereport,butthefurtherintotheinvestigationhegot,theoreobscurethesubsequentleadsandtipsbecae.hewasnotgoingtofindanythingthathisprofessionalpredecessorandhisexperiencedteahadissed,andhewasundecidedwhatapproachheshouldadopttotheproble.eventuallyitcaetohithattheonlyreasonablypracticalrouteforhitotakewastotrytofindoutthepsychologicalotivesoftheindividualsinvolved.

thefirstquestionhadtodowithharrietherself.whowasshe？

frohiskitchenwindowblokvisthadnoticedalightgoonupstairsinceciliavanger’shouseatalittleafter5:00intheafternoon.heknockedonherdoorat7:30,justasthenewsbroadcastwasstartingontv.sheopenedthedoordressedinherbathrobe,herhairwetunderayellowtowel.blokvistapologisedatoncefordisturbingherandadetoretreat,butshewavedhiintothelivingroo.sheturnedonthecoffeeakerandvanishedupstairsforafewinutes.whenshecaebackdown,shehadputonjeansandacheckflannelshirt.

“iwasstartingtothinkyouwerenevergoingtocall.”

“ishouldhaverungfirst,butisawyourlightwasonandcaeoveronipulse.”

“i’veseenthelightsonallnightatyourplace.andyou’reoftenoutwalkingafteridnight.you’reanightowl？”

blokvistshrugged.“it’sturnedoutthatway.”helookedatseveraltextsstackedontheedgeofthekitchentable.“doyoustillteach？”

“no,asheadistressidon’thavetie.butiusedtoteachhistory,religion,andsocialstudies.andihaveafewyearsleft.”

“left？”

shesiled.“i’fifty-six.i’llberetiringsoon.”

“youdon’tlookadayoverfifty,orelikeinyourforties.”

“veryflattering.howoldareyou？”

“well,overforty,”blokvistsaidwithasile.

“andyouwerejusttwentytheotherday.howfastitallgoes.life,thatis.”

ceciliavangerservedthecoffeeandaskedifhewashungry.hesaidthathehadalreadyeaten,whichwaspartlytrue.hedidnotbotherwithcookingandateonlysandwiches.buthewasnothungry.

“thenwhydidyoueover？isittietoaskethosequestions？”

“tobehonest…ididn’teovertoaskquestions.ithinkijustwantedtosayhello.”

shesiled.“you’resentence. comrison,youovetohedeby,claberthroughalltheaterialofhenrik’sfavouritehobby,youdon’tsleepatnightandtakelongnighttiewalkswhenit’sfreezingcold…haveileftanythingout？”

“mylifeisgoingtothedogs.”

“whowasthatwoanvisitingyouovertheweekend？”

“erika…she’stheeditorinchiefofmillenniu.”

“yourgirlfriend？”

“notexactly.she’sarried.i’oreafriendandoasionallover.”

ceciliavangerhootedwithlaughter.

“what’ssofunny？”

“thewayyousaidthat.oasionallover.iliketheexpression.”

blokvisttookalikingtoceciliavanger.

“icoulduseanoasionalloveryself,”shesaid.

shekickedoffherslippersandproppedonefootonhisknee.blokvistautoaticallyputhishandonherfootandstrokedtheankle.hehesitatedforasecond—hecouldsensehewasgettingintounexpectedwaters.buttentativelyhestartedassagingthesoleofherfootwithhisthub.

“i’arriedtoo,”shesaid.

“iknow.no-onegetsdivorcedinthevangerclan.”

“ihaven’tseenyhusbandingettingonfortwentyyears.”

“whathappened？”

“that’snoneofyourbusiness.ihaven’thadsexin…h,itustbethreeyearsnow.”

“thatsurprisese.”

“why？it’saatterofsupplyanddeand.ihavenointerestinaboyfriendoraarriedanorsoeonelivingwithe.idobestonyown.whoshouldihavesexwith？oneoftheteachersatschool？idon’tthinkso.oneofthestudents？adeliciousstoryforthegossipingoldladies.andtheykeepaclosewatchonpeoplecalledvanger.andhereonhedebyislandthereareonlyrelativesandpeoplealreadyarried.”

sheleanedforwardandkissedhiontheneck.

“doishockyou？”

“no.butidon’tknohetherthisisagoodidea.iworkforyouruncle.”

“andi’thelastonewho’sgoingtotell.buttobehonest,henrikprobablywouldn’thaveanythingagainstit.”

shesatastridehiandkissedhiontheouth.herhairwasstillwetandfragrantwithshapoo.hefubledwiththebuttonsonherflannelshirtandpulleditdownaroundhershoulders.shehadnobra.shepressedagainsthiwhenhekissedherbreasts.

bjurancaeroundthedesktoshowherthestateentofherbankaount—whichsheknewdowntothelast？re,althoughitwasnolongeratherdisposal.hestoodbehindher.suddenlyhewasassagingthebackofherneck,andheletonehandslidefroherleftshoulderacrossherbreasts.heputhishandoverherrightbreastandleftitthere.whenshedidnotseetoobject,hesqueezedherbreast.salanderdidnotove.shecouldfeelhisbreathonherneckasshestudiedtheletteropeneronhisdesk；shecouldreachitwithherfreehand.

butshedidnothing.iftherewasonelessonholgerpalgrenhadtaughtherovertheyears,itwasthatipulsiveactionsledtotrouble,andtroublecouldhaveunpleasantconsequences.sheneverdidanythingwithoutfirstweighingtheconsequences.

theinitialsexualassault—whichinlegalterswouldbedefinedassexualolestationandtheexploitationofanindividualinapositionofdependence,andcouldintheorygetbjuranuptotwoyearsinprison—lastedonlyafewseconds.butitwasenoughtoirrevocablycrossaboundary.forsalanderitwasadisplayofstrengthbyaneneyforce—anindicationthatasidefrotheircarefullydefinedlegalrelationship,shewasattheercyofhisdiscretionanddefenceless.whentheireyesetafewsecondslater,hislipswereslightlypartedandshecouldreadthelustonhisface.salander’sownfacebetrayednoeotionsatall.

bjuranovedbacktohissideofthedeskandsatonhisfortableleatherchair.

“ican’thandoutoneytoyouwheneveryoulike,”hesaid.“whydoyouneedsuchanexpensiveputer？thereareplentyofcheaperodelsthatyoucanuseforplayingputergaes.”

“iwanttohavecontrolofyownoneylikebefore.”

bjurangaveherapityinglook.

“we’llhavetoseehowthingsgo.firstyouneedtolearntobeoresociableandgetalongwithpeople.”

bjuran’ssileighthavebeenoresubduedifhecouldhavereadhert